days are long

You know its funny i hear that expression to many times a day, but today i actually realized just how long a day can be. When you have people bitching at you left and right and every body seems to want something from you its hard to look at the clock with out wishing the day was just fucking over. Sometimes i just sit and think to myself how easy it would be to just quit everything and head south, other times i just think how easy it would be to crash my truck into a wall, but some how i never do. It always seems to easy, maybe i just enjoy being miserable, maybe half the shit people say to me shouldn't be said, and its always so hard to not shut them the fuck up back in highschool that was the way we went about shit. but highschools long gone and now its real life you cant just knock someone out with out any repercussions anymore. I probably wont recieve one follower for this shitty blog but oh well maybe it will help to keep me sane in my own way well till tomorrow i guess...later